Got to talk to him again, the very last guy I ever liked. Nyaha. Liked, yes. He unexpectedly told me to call. I was expecting to feel a little uncomfortable or maybe still feel the need of him being there, but no, there’s no more feelings I guess. Well, I do still care, he probably does too, but not in a way which in we want to be together or something, but because of our friendship, maybe. I don’t really know lol all I know is right now, I don’t really like him or even anyone else. Maybe just an idea of someone, but nothing really serious. I’m just happy that were back to where we started, friends. I’m glad I still cross his mind cause at least, he still crosses mine.
School starts in weeks
Though I feel like summer is too short and I didn’t really get to enjoy it as much as other people did, I’m still pretty excited somehow. Maybe because I’ll be seeing people I’m missing and haven’t got the chance to hang out with and school means, money! Nyaha. I’m broke af this summer and it sucked, the chances of going out was 0 and I stayed at home almost the whole summer. Oh well, it’s no time for complaining now. But I’m still feeling kind of nervous, of course I won’t be in the same class with the people I was with last year and now that I’m a junior, things will be harder and I just wish I can handle everything. And I should really fix my stupid body clock since there are a few weeks left and I can’t be sleeping like 9-11 in the morning like I always do this summer and I’m thinking of taking sleeping pills lol seems like a joke but I’m serious, it’s just that I don’t know where do I get those. -____- Anyway, good luck to myself. Nyaha. :—)